Wow, in reviewing my blog just now, I discovered I COMPLETELY MISSED 2007!!!!! I can see how that happened; The first part of the year I was getting so overwhelmed by and intolerant of the behavior of "my" alcoholic, especially after he, a 58-year-old man then who should have known better, had to be walked back to my house by a policeman on each side of him after he lied and told them he lived with me. The middle part of the year I was preparing to move back home to North Carolina. The end of the summer I bought a house here in Missouri and moved there, culling my belongings, getting used to a lot of things. A baby cat showed up at my new house, and I accidentally killed him, and that bent me out of shape (I buried him in the back yard and planted a new holly bush on the grave.) Another adult cat showed up in the winter; I think he used to live here before I did. Anyway, plus the fact that I have no Internet access at home and have to go to the library, it is understandable to me how I missed blogging 2007. But to miss a whole year!!!!!!! !
I'm Not the Buddha
I have never been this unsure in my life; what most go through in adolescence, I am experiencing now. Since birth I have been sure of what I wanted and focused on getting it. No obstacle was so large that it could not be overcome or circumvented. Now, the decisions are many and difficult. I am nearly paralyzed with uncertainty. A midlife crisis? I passed that point about 10 years ago. Writing might help to make order out of my chaos and to bring me enlightenment.
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Sorry to hear about your Mother. I have somewhat of a strange relationship with my Mother Although I love her, I have not liked her for most of my life. I do see her on a regular basis. Just seen my parents Saturday.
I too no longer blog like I use to. Life tends to take over!!
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